It just seemed like today was not my day or maybe God was just trying to give us a clear path.

1)Got my progesterone back and it was only 8.2 at 8 DPO.
I never in a million years expected it to be that low. I mean even the nurse said my doctor didnt even quite understand. I mean my follicle sizes grew great, I got a HCG shot, my progesterone with clomid has been great why so low? My heart just sunk and yes tears begun. No one can seem to understand my body. I respond fine to any type of meds, my progesterone has always been high so why cant we have a child?? I have never been tested at 8DPO its been anywhere from 3 DPO to 7 DPO. Is that one day mean something? Im clueless...
I think God was just trying to give me a clear answer that adoption is for us but I must admit my heart has not sunk over news like this in a while.

2) My parents were supposed to keep our little puppy Brownie this weekend they always do. Well my mom texts me (cant even call me) and says that I need to make other arrangements for Brownie that they arent keeping her. Pissed was an understatement because now I have to get additional shots for her, spend more at a boarding place because everyone was booked due to everyone making one last vacation before school starts that cost us over double the price it should have...this is just one more addition of my parents and the book I need to write on their crap. She has known about this for a while why wait until a few days before we leave to say anything?? Dont worry she wont be keeping her anymore if we go somewhere we will be booking her at the place that everyone recommends around here but of course she couldnt get in because they were already booked. Oh then lets add that I cant pick my poor puppy up on Sunday I have to wait until Monday to get her....

3) Then to end the day..Chads Explorer died and went up into smoke..his Explorer is not even that old either. He had to get it towed so we are hoping its nothing too major

Maybe just maybe something can go right...ugh what a frustrating day...

10 comments:

Ashley said...

Thinking of you honey...hope things get better!

Kelli said...

So frustrating! I'm sorry you're dealing with so much right now...praying for you!

Sarah'sSmile said...

Sometimes life just stinks. It is too bad that family can't just be supportive. You have been and will continue to be in my prayers!

Jen said...

what a sucky day :-( i hate that about your mom... geez. i really hope today is a lot better and this weekend is a lot of fun. Lord knows you need it!

Dana said...

Sending you tons of hugs. I hope that everything is better today!

Mimi said...

One things I have noticed is Clomid thins our your uterus (everyone's) An embryo doesn't stand a chance with attaching to a thin uterus. I would talk to your doctor about Femara or a different drug. Thinking of you and praying for you always.

Kami

Amber said...

Kami-this past cycle I was actually on Femara but didnt seem to work at all.

sarah m said...

Sorry to hear things are going so rough. Hang in there! :)

Rosie said...

Aww I'm sorry that you had such a bad day yesterday. I've been there. It seems mostly when I'm on Clomid that I have those days too.
Hopefully today will be much better. You're in my prayers.

Megan said...

So frustrating all around! I'm so sorry life is so up in the air for you right now!! Prayers that it gets better soon!