Waiting is TOUGH!

Psalm 27:14
Wait for the LORD; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the LORD!

Psalm 31:24
Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the LORD!

Waiting is really hard and its something that we do so much over the course of our life. I found a few verses just to remind me to be patient, wait for the Lord and to be strong.

This morning it got me thinking how much do we truly wait and how much patience do we really have? I can say that my patience is growing lower and not as strong but I know I must be strong through all of this and God will bring us out of the wait.

Today is 8 DPO-CD 22 and probably will be the longest few days of my life or so it seems. I dont plan to test anytime soon because I highly doubt that Im pg, maybe Im wrong but I keep telling myself this especially since I have nada on the symptom list. If I dont get AF by this upcoming weekend, maybe I will test, well see. I guess Im scared of what the results will be, this will mark month 13 and I have never seen anything different so why would this month be any different?!

Saturday we went to get our physical completed and the nurse asked me when my last period was. Told her and she asked me again like I didnt know or something. She said that I possibly have a YI or pg what a range of change I must say. She said it was too early to test for pg and to tell for sure. I must admit it did get my hopes up but well see what the results hold.

Now we wait for the CPR class, then home study, then for our baby!

1 comments:

Sarah'sSmile said...

I'm stalking you here and there...I'm hoping and praying that this month that you were so busy thinking of adoption and other things was the month for you! God has his way! A February baby would be good!