Thank You

I just want to say a big thank you to all of you who have took the time to comment, you really dont know how much your comments really do help:) So please keep them coming:) Also a big thank you to those of you that I didnt know were reading along and stopped by to comment. It always helps to know how much support you have:)

This has been the hardest thing I think we have ever been to, its like the biggest emotional rollercoaster we have ever been on. We have both said it that we would rather have not been contacted at all then to have the contacts we got and the way it ended.

We have also gone and back forth on lots of options. Im just really beginning to feel like Im in this big competition with all these women at CA and its not what I want at all and I think thats made it that much tougher too. Am I the only one that feels this way?

A girl that I work with had a close friend of hers that TTC for 5 years, finally got pg only to go into labor at 24 wks. She ended up delivering the baby and the baby survived for 12 days and passed away today so please keep this family in your prayers, I couldnt even imagine the pain that family is experiencing. My heart just breaks for them.

In other news, my brother has the swine flu Im coming down with something that Im really not sure but feel terrible but at least I have HGTV to keep me company:)

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Kellie said...
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Amber said...

Thanks Kellie:) We actually have only been online for 2 wks, 4 days now so not quite a month:) I have spoken with Deborah but I know she has a lot on her plate right now with everything.

Kellie said...
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Mandy Jo said...

First off keep your head up! All these feelings your having is natural!!! I hope your brother get well soon! Keep us posted!

Breen said...

I commented so late on your last post..trying to catch up on the bloggy buddies. This journey is a tough one and the emotional rollercoaster is no fun. Keep the faith and just remember in Gods timing, he has the master plan.

BTW, I LOVE your new layout!

G & H said...

"Im just really beginning to feel like Im in this big competition with all these women at CA and its not what I want at all and I think thats made it that much tougher too. Am I the only one that feels this way?"

I am glad you said this because i have felt it! I am not on the same place or even road of adoption as you and Kellie but I do find it hard sometimes seeing you guys getting contacts in mere weeks. Its hard and makes me feel like were not good enough or what not and its not easy at all....Its just like when I was following TTC blogs it was like a race for who could get preg first and its hard and it hurts at times too

Thank you for being so open and honest! I have been feeling this same way so I am very happy you shared!!!